无论是心灵或是身体上的我都很疲惫了。。
有天的我,我真想放弃,放弃现在的生活,回到从前的生活。
从前第一个sem的我是一个默默的人,默默的来默默的走。。
真的不想像现在过着这么忙的生活,
课业上的压力,亚得我喘不过气。
跟朋友分享我在这里的压力,我真的哭了。
每当想起我上个sem的那种喜乐,但,现在完全是不一样了。
每天除了功课,考试,assignment,就没有其他的了。
不只这样,当我想做我最想做的事时,我都不能做,终是有事情困扰着我。
真的有那一天我想放弃时,我真的很想就这样潇洒的走掉。
或许有一天我会迷失方向,迷失我自己,但我真的希望有人能把我拉回来。
1 comment:
dear, things gonna be ok de. Just take it easy. remember wat i told u last time, the hrd gal, my senior who was die by the lightning on the way bac to bunga raya. Try to imagine, wat was on her mind that time, she might be worrying bout her FYP, her assignments, her homeworks and ...
but less than a minute, she died. Simply without any symptom. The moral of the story is, do what u can do, enjoy while u stil can, i'm not to say u can jus ignore all those assignments and pressure, is the way u think, the way u act should always b positive. u can't chose wat u want to study, u can't chose who are ur friends, there are a lot of things that might not be ur favorite, but u can chose how to live it! u can control ur mind. u can live happily. it depends on how u think.
Assignments are the preparation for ur future career. it builds ur teamwork, leadership skill and ur decision making. Its really help in ur future, trust me. homeworks are the knowledge for u, to increase ur quality! Exam is jus to get a piece of paper with a grade on it. fail this time, come again next time la, wat should u worry? look at those who can't go to uni! look at those who dun have eyes, hands, or legs! they are so eager to have the live like u! Learn to appreciate what u have, no matter is good or bad things.
life is like a piano. what u get out of it, depends on how u play it. Same goes to u, what u get in the future, depends on ur hard work now.
am not sayin u can't play. u can. but u have to really wisely manage ur time between study and playtime. it is a way to train ur self discipline. dun treat those small small things like very very big matter! look at taiwan 888. can u imagine their pain, their stress...
Pray, tell Him ur problem, and appreciate what He gives to u. No matter is good or bad. k?
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